Monday, December 30, 2013

This Christmas Morning...


Christmas has come and gone. Ever so quietly yet quickly it slipped in accompanied with the anxiety of last minute gift ideas and whether it was even necessary to work on those last minute ideas. However, this Christmas was certainly a bit different than those before. As is typical, the girls stayed up way past their bedtimes in anticipation of what the next day held. Midnight found them all still awake with the exception of A and E. So I was quite surprised when I woke up in a panic thinking I had missed the girls eyeing their packages from Santa and found each of them still fast asleep. In fact, the only one that was up and rushed downstairs was S. and she was the one to go back and wake up her sisters. Well, except for C. who protested the early rising and finally came down about 40-45 mins later protesting loudly. So the girls seemed happy and grateful for their gifts. Which was a big relief and a pleasant surprise as I was worried about whether they would be disappointed with the fewer gifts that they received. After opening gifts, we had our advent devotional which told of how Christ brought the light of the world into the world. And for me that was the most wonderful part of the day! 

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This Christmas...

This Christmas was different for me for many reasons. It wasn't filled with tons of shopping to complete long Christmas wish lists or being preoccupied with getting the perfect gift for everyone.  My budget this year pretty much dictated that the holiday season would not be spent that way. And although at first I was disappointed that I would not be able to give in the way that I usually did and worried that the kids and relatives would be disappointed, I realized along the way that this gave me a unique opportunity to truly focus on the true reason for this season, the birth of our Savior, our Prince, our Lord, our King. During this time, I can say that He was certainly Immanuel, because I felt him with me. I still do. Usually I feel a bit disappointed on Christmas Day because the anticipation of the season fades and I am no longer anticipating, but this year I did not feel that.  Thankfully, in its place was the feeling of being in the presence of God and that was the most wonderful gift that I could ever have asked for even though I did not ask for it, but I received anyway because of the amazing love of Christ.